Honestly, I don't know exactly what I am thinking/feeling right now. I feel some awkwardness. This is natural since I am in a transition. (Tomorrow I start at Orchard Road full time.) It is exceptionally weird for me since I am fairly socially sensitive. i want to know where I 'fit in.' Right now, I am having to meet a bunch of new people and begin relationships. That is fun and exciting. But I am a person who prefers comfort and routine. This is all new.
(Listening to: Phil Wickman: Self-titled upon Sean's recommendation; love the style, will listen to for the next couple of days to pick up lyrics and feel. It is relaxed, but not boring. Definitely chill/work to music. Maybe worshipful, don't know.)
Something I am currently learning/noticing in my life is that I do not like to be criticized. (All the people who know me at all are chuckling to themselves and rolling their eyes right now.) But seriously, I don't like it at all. It makes me want to launch into people with my mouth and let them have it. Automatically. That is not right. I need God to take that from me. It is ego, stubbornness and ego. Lord, help me.
Finally, did you know that I have used the same deodorant everyday since 2002? It is true. Old Spice High Endurance Deodorant Mountain Rush. Everyday. I do not get anything else. I do not think about getting anything else. I do not want anything else. That is that.
Also, I don't have to be at the office until 7:45ish now. That is awesome. I will probably feel like I am sleeping in all the time.
Sunday, August 19, 2007
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I criticize you all the time. Do you hate me?
arrid xx morning clean ahs been my choice since 9th grade. Sometimes I have to settle for degree then it's not available though.
old spice smells like BO it's self. It's like rubbing BO on yourself to cover up other BO.
i don't hate you. it is all in love. . . right? RIGHT!
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