Difficult Week

It has been one. It ended poorly. But you know what? I want God so badly right now. No matter what. Drama comes and goes, but I want to be with Jesus. Not someday, right now. Not when I die, right now. I want to listen to Him, talk to Him, walk with Him, have Him tell me what to do. That is what I want.

So, let's quote Vertigo, because we can and it expresses some of my life right now.

Vertigo

Unos dos tres catorce!

Lights go down, it’s dark
The jungle is your head
Can’t rule your heart
A feeling is so much stronger than
A thought
Your eyes are wide
And though your soul
It can’t be bought
Your mind can wander

Hello hello
I’m at a place called Vertigo
It’s everything I wish I didn’t know
Except you give me something I can feel, feel

The night is full of holes
As bullets rip the sky
Of ink with gold
They twinkle as the
Boys play rock and roll
They know they can’t dance
At least they know….

I can’t stand the beats
I’m asking for the cheque
The girl with crimson nails
Has Jesus round her neck
Swinging to the music
Swinging to the music
Oh oh oh oh

Hello hello
I’m at a place called Vertigo
It’s everything I wish I didn’t know
But you give me something I can feel, feel